Appreciate before its too LATE

I always put "this" sentence in my mind.. that's why I very treasure every single relationship between people... Can be friend its a fate, even can be one family...

I feel very guilty that dump my parent at HOMETOWN and come to kl and work all these years... So more all my siblings also at KL and left only they both at home... So I try to go home as often as possible... and call home chat with them more...

The day that I afraid soon or later will come... and Finally its come and I really dunno how to deal with it now... My mother 67 and my father 71... Both already reach the to almost the PEAK time... I really afraid "that" day is coming.... I might breakdown till cannot get up...

the guilty feeling grew strong when my mother having stroke now.. like I really cannot do anything to help her.. seeing her condition getting worst... But yet I still cannot throw away my job and get back home take care her... financially I need to support my family.. so I'm feel myself really hopeless.... Sorry mother...

Really.. dont be too LATE on everything... Human being really a stupid creature... LOSS only know how to APPRECIATE....

Now thinking back, my mother and father wish to go oversea trip with us (me and my sisters) for these past year and due to my own personal trip.. I postpone till this year... My mother had a great vacation on May 2009... Sorry again to my parent for being so selfish.... we are planning to go Redang with my parent next year because my mother really wish to go as she heard many people said overthere very very nice... But unfortunately, this incident occur too sudden without any warning....

thanks my younger sister being so considerate and willing to go back hometown taking care my mother.. Sorry again to my younger sister as I'm being selfish again due to my salary is more than you so I think I can contribute more to the family...

Really blessing my mother to get well soon.. Dont let the condition getting worst... GOD BLESSING...