My Nuffnang Earning

Yes, my earning with Nuffnang didnt really promising or doing well. One of the point is I'm just a plain blogger. I blog like I'm writing diary, is for my own reading purpose. 

But joining Nuffnang and literally I'm a Glitterati member, well its seems I have extra advantage on it. Anyway, throughout my blogging year and joining Nuffnang, I did gain something in return but yet I dont want to screw up my blog to make money like many of people is doing. I just stick back to my old way of writing a post as a leisure.

I didnt really blogwalk too that's is another reason my blog didnt make it to hall of fame... Yeah Yeah Yeah !! Main reason is my post is BORING !! lol... 

As I said, my main purpose of blogging is to record down my own feeling, my memory towards things and share my picture. So that I can flip it back anytime and anywhere... YES !! Anytime and anywhere - thanks to smartphone and the brilliant apps..

In year mid 2010 until mid 2012, I'm quite active in blogging world and gain a lots from Nuffnang. Even though I dont have any food review invitation, product launching special invitation or blogger award pass, I did enjoy free movie almost every month by joining simple contest. Got to meet blogger in real life (just from afar) but shy to talk to them... 

Even though I'm nobody to all of you, but to those blogger who talk to me via online, I do remember you.. I might not dropping at your blog everyday, but some some sometimes...

I been slowing down but not totally MIA. 

Critical Haze Weather

Its annual event for Malaysia and we dont really welcome this guest to arrive Mr Haze from Indonesia. Anyway, he just insist and find his own way to come here, we also cant do anything. 

The highest API reading at Malaysia reach 700+ at Muar, few area is very critical at about 400+ like Klang and 200+ at KL/PJ... School at whole KL/Sgor is close on Monday because we dont want our children face Mr Haze... Muar even declare state of emergency to block Mr Haze from entering... 

We are hoping Ms Rain will come and save us to chase Mr Haze away... Please !!!

Take care everyone... Wear mask.. Dont need to feel awful and paiseh of wearing mask... just wear for your own sake of health.. OK !! Happy Mask day !!!

P/S - Am I look like going to bersih event? lol...

Am I at correct PATH ???

Finally I understand the reason I cant get the same direction whenever I ask about the way at foreign country.. Because even myself also unsure my own country road that well..

Why I said so?

Just now a tourist asked me a direction and I'm giving them a route that quite hard for tourist... The route still able to reach the destination and quite easy if for a local... I only realise that route not really good for them when I saw them asking another people after a few steps away from me...

So in LIFE, there isnt just one route to reach your GOAL... The one you planned, doesnt really means the best... Open eye, get more advice, look for alternative, grab all the chances..

One day definitely will reach the best destination..

Meeting an old friend !!

How is the feeling meeting an old friend back? Surprisingly excited.. Very surprise and super excited.. Its about 10 years ago since the last met up.. Its unbelievable the connection still there...

Ha ha !! Thanks to the CYBER WORLD...

Kerry aka Siew Pao - my ex-housemate + unimate... Those days - our communication way very little due to $$$... even SMS also not that cheap... SMS only can to same network and quite expensive per SMS.. Poor student like me really cant afford.. Unlimited online? faraway from that.. Remembered when connect to Internet, the modemn will yelling "tiiiiiiiiiii, tuuu. ti tu ti tu".. Charging as per KB and in one house, one person can online at one time only...

Nowadays, MSN is quite popular beside Skype.. Those days, MIRC and ICQ are the top popular among all and then Yahoo Messenger.. Give up Yahoo Messenger quite some time as mostly contact move to MSN..

Today not sure what wind blowing to me, I open the Yahoo Messenger and few second later, a very familiar name pop-out from the screen... OMG !! really happy !! Happy and excited is not because he is Kerry.. Its because able to meet a long lost friend..

Even just chatted with him a while, but that moment bring me back to my uni time.. So memorable... You make my day.. Thanks..

229 Special Day

Do you think 229 or 29th February a very special day?

Personally I dont think is special.. Why Why Why?? This extra 24 hours fall on weekday? A working day? Why I must spend this extra day in my office? Plus a very busy day !!

To make it a special day for me... I snap a picture with my beloved pillow that accompany for these few years.. Whether ups, downs, happy, sad, sunny or rain, my pillow stand beside me...

Thanks for your company and I love you forever !!

P/S - I'm not insane OK !!!

Stop LYNAS !! Save MALAYSIA !!

YUP.. Today is 26th February 2012.. There was many places organized event of "Himpunan Hijau 2.0" and the slogan is "Stop LYNAS, Save MALAYSIA"

People wearing in green and holding banners, flyers, A4 paper and etc written any word related to radioactive free, stop LYNAS, protect our environment... That is phyically support.. I only can mentally support.. I upload photos, share article, video at my facebook to create awareness.. How many of you did it???

Click here if you dont know what is LYNAS....

Click here is you dont know what LYNAS has to do with you...

Further Study?

After I graduated from Uni as Degree holder, I never ever think want to further my studies. Of course, I do ever dream of it when people call me Dr. Chooi.. Opps, I'm not medi graduate.. Dont get me wrong..

I study Business Admin and wish to pursue PhD in the near future.. Its should be great if I can become Dr. Chooi... Anyway, all these still in dream..

That day, while had my dinner, my papa suddenly ask me "If there is a chance, will I go back to study?"

I answered, "No way"... Papa said "Why not? Its free."... "Where got such great thing? Free?"...

Papa explain there a government fund for people who wish to further study... huh !! "Papa, there should be T&C apply, Govt wont be this generous"

Actually, who dont want study if can, but financial is not allow.. I cant quit job to further study and I cant coope with study if I'm working.. So no way to further study at this moment...

Dream wont come true !!

I'm not sure how many of you benefit from Budget 2011/2012.. But definitely I dont like this budget... In many ppl eye, it is People Budget.. Yeah.. I cant denied it is... But thanks to Mr PM, my dream to buying a little apartment now become away from me...

First of all, very first beginning introduce My First Home Scheme, I dont see really reach the actual intention.. Govt want to help ppl to buy the home so introduce this scheme.. But once this scheme announce, the property price goin up and up and up... More demand than supply..

Now the ceiling increase from RM220,000.00 to RM400,000.00.. I really cant imagine how high the property price will go...

Govt do know that as well... If not they wont said might control from BNM on the housing loan....

Thanks to u for that stupid decision...

Promotion + Half year increment

Well well well !!! Finally i got what I deserve and want... Just the title... Increment for this promotion doesnt up to 10%.. Anyway, getting this promotion is not that easy.. As I said, leading a team, title very important....

So I'm officially promoted from Senior Executive to Assistant Manager... Haihzz... but my salary super low for AM post... Gambateh !! Next I want to fight for the salary... I know I'm a bit slow.. But what to do.. This company is take it or leave it.. If I can leave it.. definitely I wont take it..

My superior told me due to my punctuality I might couldn't get it... I already lost my hope but today got the letter.. really really happy...

Anyway, thanks GOD and thanks for whoever helping me this time...

Transparent vs BCC

My office politic getting stronger and stronger until I quite fadup with here already... Since my ex-HOD left on October 2010, its seems never been PEACE... I'm just a small potato and without backup, really surviving very hard...

I learn alots during these period... This lesson, make me a better person and grow stronger in working environment.. I'm not protect myself only.. I do have a team to take care... I admit, I'm not a good leader.. My ex-HOD told me that I'm not passion and focus.. Yup.. I only concentrate within myself.. But how about my team? Leading a team really not that easy especially when you in a WAR...

Yup.. I consider myself in a war as if I move wrong, I will shoot my another team.. Its not easy to defend util at certain point, I feel what for I defend as Management doesnt seems support... I'm not in management level, I really need my HOD's support and guidance.. Unfortunately, I need to stand independant...

Being independant but not in position, so make my work harder as no authority... Anyway, my work already reach Manager or at least Assistant Manager, but yet management still think I'm not eligible for the position..

Yeah.. people will said, just resign, outside do have better offer.. But why I cant get those offer? I still stuck at here...

Upper is not my main point for post... Transparency vs BCC... A person forwarded my email on my communication between others department to outsider.. I explained that email just for internal reference and that person need to use his/her own way to explain to the outsider.. That person told me to be transparent.. I'm not against transparent and that person should use his/her way to explain... If i'm not agree with transparent, I wont forward that email out...

Funny was, that person who suggest to be transparent, BCC the email to my betrayal.. Whereas I already include that betrayal in the CC column... No matter what, that betrayal will get my email but why need to move to BCC column? In front, others think that betrayal wont get that email.. But in fact, that betrayal got it.. funny funny funny...

Anyway, nobody want to step on your shoulder and go up... I'm not your threat... If you got capability, sure management will see.. unfortunately, this company not..

Sick

Start not feeling well since Sunday (15/05/2011) until todate.. I dont go out from home at all except visit doctor... Such a long sickness...

Sunday - feeling very cold and body shivering...

Monday - Vomiting and Diarrhea.. suspect light food poisoning... I eat anything vomit and lausai everything... So body no energy.. MC...

Tuesday - getting better... recovering the energy... can eat little liquid food...

Wednesday - due to not fully 100% recover, decide not to go work and take AL... why not MC? not easy to take MC at doc whereby they think I'm lazy... since i got plenty leave to clear.. One day leave for resting at home.. should be OK...

Let's take a look my medicine.. this is lots... in my whole life until now... 3 days i'm taking it...

The cup is not plain water.. Its ORS [Air Garam].. very similar to 100+.. its to rebuild energy... Diarrhea patient will drink this... not tasty at all...

So healthy very important... take care.. eat well.. exercise.. remember.. nothing is more important that health...

I wish everyone "PINK of HEALTH"

A little that meant to me !!

Its might not meant for many of you... But this little facts, give me little courage... Yup.. its just a small potato firgure.. But from average 20+ views per day and keep at 40+ views per day as at now.. Really happy to see it..

OMG !! so little views per day still need to shout? Well, initially I'm started to blogging is mainly for share my experience in life... I like travel, food and photograping.. Blog world is a place for me to share and jot down the special moment... Its memorable for me...

Thanks for everyone who dropping by... Thanks thanks thanks....

恋爱ing - 五月天 Mayday

Out of sudden heard this song play at radio.. and remind me of YOU...
I believe this is our song.. because of Mayday Malaysia's concert, its bring us closer.. Because of this song, you willing to stay till almost the end of concert...

This silently GOODBYE is expected... But the MISSING YOU feeling grew stronger... Those day we both knew there will be today... But when it is now, its so unexpectedly sad.. Why so silent till this? hmmm...

You are like little star shining in a dark sky... Showing me a direction when I need help.. You are the one bring me back to this BLOGGING world when I was about to abandon it...

Even though very short period.. But its worthy.. Probably you will think I'm stupid.. Yes... But you gave me my direction...

Yearly Resolution - 2011

Resolution? Why everyone seems talking about resolution when come to New Year.... What is resolution? For my understanding, resolution is something like your GOAL/Objective which need to achieve within certain period of time...

So what is my resolution for 2011?

1. Travel - 2011 will be my travel year as my passport being buzzing me due to his loneliness for whole 2010.. Yeah.. to prevent my passport making noise, pre-planning trips will be as follows :-

a. May - Singapore - booked Tune Hotel at danga bay, Johor [3D2N - RM40+ for two pax]... a very good deal... yeah yeah... Universal World is waiting me...

b. July - Bangkok - Re-visit since my last trip on Nov 2009... fall in love with this place for their food ans shopping paradise... Booked flight already...

c. Nov/Dec - Korea - Been planning for almost two years, meaning saving money lo.. and now its the time lo.... great trip to be awaiting... SNOWY....

d. Mar/Apr - Taiwan [not yet confirm - with parent [so called family trips] - after my mother get stroke and slowly recover, my dad always wanted to have family trip... Probably its the time... need to do some reasearch on light travelling tour..

e. Unplanned cuti cuti Malaysia - case by case settle lo...

2. Since this year is money out year due to heavy travelling, I also will set target to save money... Cannot OUT only... must be IN at the same time... So how much to save?? hehe.. secret...

3. I want to be more hardworking on my appreance.... there is one word saying, there isnt any ugly woman but only lazy woman... Yeah.. I agree on that.... Hopefully will be successful la....

4. Learn photoshop.... Yeah... I love snapping photos.. I'm not pro.. just as a hobby... I dont need SLR camera to be pro.. I just want to learn few tricks at photoshop just for fun... Since it is mainly self-learning, I need more self discipline...

5. Change job... I want to get out from here... Hopefully....

I think all this is more than enough for me to busy whole year....

Wish everyone Happy 2011 !!!! Gambateh !!!

Recap my 2010

In the midst drafting my long winded "Recap my 2010" post.... Due to too lazyying.... Its still in the midst.... But today is the last day of 2010 so no more further pending.. I post a very short winded and without any picture... There it goes...

This 2010 isn't a good year for me... Yup.. definitely there are few good things happen but overall its not a good year for me.... I'm trying my very best to survive throughout this 2010... Let's get over it and I really be waiting a new beginning at 2011... Oh gosh !! time is flying too slow...

Early 2010, for few months I'm truly enjoyed as everything is so positive and I'm thank GOD that finally my turn to gain the luck.... I met HIM and once I think i'm the most happiness person... Really enjoyed all the moment with HIM... Unfortunately things doesnt went well and its turned to sour... The black memory keep on going until now...

Mid 2010, my career move to another level... Even though promoted just a very slight... But at least its a recognition that I'm the team leader.. Even though working under real pressure with my BOSS but he guided me well and assist my passed through many undoubted... His leaving its a real SAD for me and big challenge... I feel the real "office politic" and need to face it... Oh gosh !! I see your everybody true colour... Thanks to my BOSS... even though you are no longer my superior.. But I learn well under your supervision.. Hopefully there is one day I can be your subordinate again...

Second half year, I'm too busying surviving my own life and maintain my position in work life.. There isnt any travelling... Especially I promise myself last time that one oversea trip per year... This is most sickening for me.... No travelling meaning no life... So i stuff myself with good FOODs at here to replace lo.... sigh !!!

Beside my BOSS, another person that inspiring my is my long lost contact Internet friend... Starting back chat with him, make me start blogging again... I quite abandon my blog quite some time especially from June 2009 until May 2010... He is very active and pro blogger... With his little support, I start back my blog and got a stupid dream that hope become pro like him... Dreaming la...

Starting back blogging, my life turn to sweet... I really gain a lots through blogging.... especially some friend from innit... Reading their blog really make me think positively... Thanks to innit brought to you by nuffnang... oppss.. I'm too advertising here.....

Anyway, i'm a bit dilemma, 2010 bring my very hard life.. But another way of thinking, its teach me lesson to upgrade myself... Not everyone got the chance to experience it.. But hey... why should I? I believe in GOD that I'm the one who be chosen should be the lucky one...

If all the door close, there will be one little window open for you... Its depends on you how to search this little window... I'm searching now...

My 2011 will be a blast year... Definitely.. Already planning the whole year especially a lots of travel.... yeah.. I super be waiting 2011....

Finally GOODBYE 2010 - thanks to you that teach me great lesson.. I'm stronger now... I love you !!

2011 - I'm coming......

p/s : sorry... thought is short post... original is more long winded...

Christmas Gift 2010

This year received quite meaningful small gift for christmas from my HOD.

Its required a very deep thought and probably anyone can explain to me the meaning behind...

Its japanese language.... I think that should be translate to "Youth" instead of "Boys"... hey.. I'm a girl ok...

Its a day to be remembered.........

Its a real day for me.... Real disappointment towards.......

Expect something but I didn't get it... Even though already know it.. But after see the real thing with my own eye.... The feeling grew stronger...

I'm waiting for two years... at the end I'm seeing others got it... Probably its fate that stuck at S.E... argh... I'm inbalance now....... shit...

I feeling like.. working so damn hard.. for what?? at the end.. this is what I got....

Sometimes thinking about LIFE.... what for to work so hard to achieve something but at the end you wont earn anything?? Why cant life be easier?

Feeling so de-motivated towards life... what should I do? feeling so lost along the way whereby cant see the light yet.... Where is my little window? Oh god !!!....

When all the door closed, God will leave one little window for you to find the light... But where is that little window? I'm scare of darkness...

F..C..U.. "K"

Above title was my Friday msn status message.... and below was my profile picture...

This picture, thanks to my beloved handsome ex-boss... He scratched his head to find this picture for me... and I instruct him to file transfer thru MSN this picture... He so clever to email to me... Unfortunately unable to view that picture... after all the"hu ha ho he".. finally, at his courtesy.. i able to upload as my profile picture.. successfully.. hehehe...

Its not because I in love with these brand.. its in direct to send this message to someone that I pissed off... "sigh"... that make me like this face on that day..

Am I very "emo"? well.. girl always this "emo"... Patient?? Calm down? I been telling this to myself since that "fella" joined my team.. haihzz...

2AM - 죽어도 못보내

This MV I dedicated to someone special who birthday at 20.10.2010 [nice date 20102010]... I wish this someone special a great great [greatest] ahead... Happy Forever...

I will keep your "determination" and "+ve +ve +ve" in mind... with it.. my live will keep on motivated....

Finally, a simply quote for you... "True goodbye are the ones never said or explained"

10.10.10 - Perfect Day

Today as chinese said is "Sap Chuen Sap Mei".... Perfect !!

So today alots resgistration of marriage taking place... Everyone wish to mark this 10.10.2010 in their marriage certification... I wish all the lover can perfectly live together untill the end...

As my day... complicated... I'm not sure i will remember mine this day.. But its a sad day for me...

Later dinner I want to get myself a nice food.... nice desert... yummy...